Once again, I feel a knives edge being stabbed into my heart. Why must this always happen whenever I try to make a friend? One mistake and they despise me for it...it wasn't even intentional! I'd never try to hurt them - I'm a good person. People wonder why I'm so clingy. This is why. I have very few friends, so every loss is like losing multiple friends. I know I'm not always the most perceptive when it comes to reading emotions, but I'm not a machine! I have feelings, I have bonds - and it pains me to feel them severed, sliced away. To my friend (who shall remain anonymous): Please give me another chance. I will not disappoint. The only one who should be disappointed is me for letting you down in the first place...