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I don't know why, but lately I've just been feeling terrible. I'm tired, nervous, and just all around depressed. I just hope I don't feel like this for much longer - I'm beginning to worry.
Please comment when you fave
I'm sorry if I seem needy for posting this journal, but I'd like to ask a favor of everyone who favorites my pics - please comment. Tell me what you like about my drawings, what I could improve, what I'm doing right. I just like to know that there's someone there, that's all.
Not again...
Once again, I feel a knives edge being stabbed into my heart. Why must this always happen whenever I try to make a friend? One mistake and they despise me for it...it wasn't even intentional! I'd never try to hurt them - I'm a good person. People wonder why I'm so clingy. This is why. I have very few friends, so every loss is like losing multiple friends. I know I'm not always the most perceptive when it comes to reading emotions, but I'm not a machine! I have feelings, I have bonds - and it pains me to feel them severed, sliced away. To my friend (who shall remain anonymous): Please give me another chance. I will not disappoint. The only one
Please comment when you fave
I'm sorry if I seem needy for posting this journal, but I'd like to ask a favor of everyone who favorites my pics - please comment. Tell me what you like about my drawings, what I could improve, what I'm doing right. I just like to know that there's someone there, that's all. ^^;
Happy, Calm, Content
I really have nothing to say other than I'm feeling Happy, Calm, and Content. Well, that and Paint Tool SAI broke due to a glitch. Argh, I guess it's back to AppleWorks for now. >.<
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well.. if it makes you feel any better, my 4th of July became a sh**y nightmare..
My mom,my brother,and I were all invited to a party all the way in Arab! (I live in Madison County)
list o' things that went terribly wrong:
1. as we drove on to the party, because we live in Madison it rained like hell
2. it stops raining when we get to Arab but it got dark (sunset) Arab is extremely Country.. and you don't want to drive in country dark.. there is no I mean no street lights!
3.because of the darkness we got lost.. (we drove for 3-4 hours straight and majorly missed the whole party)
4.because we were lost my mom enters forest areas that I am not familiar with.. I got creeped out..
5. there is no ac in the car and it was humid from the rain
6.my moms phone had no severance..
7.Mom almost got in wreck because of a sudden fork in the road and slammed on her breaks, that scared me to death (it happened twice and I got scared just as bad the second time)
8. yeah.. lots of yelling and stress happened that night..
It could have been worse.. if the car broke down,got a flat, or wrecked in the middle of country dark woods.. there would be no help.. because it's the country and there is no cell phone service...(that's why I was scared when we got lost)
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and now it's still raining a lot and I still can't shoot fireworks very easily..
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I'm happy now because I'm alive and home
My mom,my brother,and I were all invited to a party all the way in Arab! (I live in Madison County)
list o' things that went terribly wrong:
1. as we drove on to the party, because we live in Madison it rained like hell
2. it stops raining when we get to Arab but it got dark (sunset) Arab is extremely Country.. and you don't want to drive in country dark.. there is no I mean no street lights!
3.because of the darkness we got lost.. (we drove for 3-4 hours straight and majorly missed the whole party)
4.because we were lost my mom enters forest areas that I am not familiar with.. I got creeped out..
5. there is no ac in the car and it was humid from the rain
6.my moms phone had no severance..
7.Mom almost got in wreck because of a sudden fork in the road and slammed on her breaks, that scared me to death (it happened twice and I got scared just as bad the second time)
8. yeah.. lots of yelling and stress happened that night..
It could have been worse.. if the car broke down,got a flat, or wrecked in the middle of country dark woods.. there would be no help.. because it's the country and there is no cell phone service...(that's why I was scared when we got lost)
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and now it's still raining a lot and I still can't shoot fireworks very easily..
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I'm happy now because I'm alive and home